its always harder with words..

At times I felt that my heart has been crushed, again and again coz of the choices ive made in the past. And it has been way too long to keep it inside. A stranger recently I met in a park asked me ‘Did you made the right choice to be standing where you are right now?’

Smirk. That’s all I can come out with. To choose between something really important and something that could have been equally important at that time doesn’t really help when you didn’t take a few steps back to see the bigger picture.

I chose number two. Which at that time seems to be the right choice. I want to express how I felt with the decisions ive made but it seems that this is another chapter of my life I will have to bring along to my grave.

If only there is the slightest chance to make it up to you…

I am very sorry. Very, very sorry, my friend.