just when you think im fine..

ONE: malaysia is fugken hot! i really cannot take it! im easily frustrated when i come in contact with the bloody sun. if you think im a wannabe or exaggerating..wait till you see the "ma chan`s". they walk around with jackets, AND SOMETIMES PARKA`S!!

TWO: if ive been given a choice to choose between internet and everything else in the world.. i would fug everything else just to get online. firstly, to talk to my boo, then my ebanking coz i like to look at the figure in my account, then my other "personal" stuff. i think with the amount of times ive come to starbucks for the past week just to get my fingers on the keyboard, i can buy half of the cafe! ive tasted everything on the menu i cant even remembered which is which.

THREE: house`s a mess.period.

FOUR: its funny when you realize that people around treats you differently. you know its not the same but there`s nothing much you can say or do. even if you can, what are you gonna say? most of the time, i just give em a big smile. to juggle around with your social life with different kinds of friend isnt easy at all. being taken "advantage" is not as pleasurable, i wonder how other people can pull it off..

FIVE: im missing melbourne more than i used to. i miss getting up early for work. i miss sze chuan-ing with the gang. i miss going back after work, and get online and wait for chubbyface to wake up to talk to, coz it ends my day perfectly.

just when you think im not thinking..

its been raining for the past few days, heavily. and even work`s all hands on, i managed to daze into the mood and get myself into the "emotional" mode..it lasted for a mere second coz there`s always somebody yelling out my name every fugken minute.

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-inside my mind-

"hmm..i wonder if she`s sleeping now?, or still stalking ppl`s blog??"
"hmm.. i wonder if she got her socks on, the weather `s bad"

and sometimes...

"hmm.. i wonder if my porn has successfully downloaded?"



but most of the time...

"hmm... i wonder if she thinks of me now or not leh?"

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to be continue..