everything kara-okay?

chinese new year..

fools got punk`ed..

got fooled by fools....

facebook too?!?!

you gotta be fugken kidding me.......

Windows Live Messenger?

whats next? facebook?

still plan D..

or does is sound more like Ultimate Getaway Nap instead??

plan D..

one for the ultimate Getaway Map... away from my best friend that bitch-clubbed me..

plan C..

i had to lay low and try to figure out how am i going to deal with this shit..

first i have to change......but to which? hmm........ the red one? or the other red one?

plan B..

i need to get away somehow...one way or another... *winks*

plan A..

me: hey lemme out bitch!
accomplice: she`s not around, went shopping..
me: i need to use the loo. ill do anything you want. *winks*
accomplice: anything?
me: yes.

dont judge me. sex sells!

trapped..

..in a metal box and i got no idea where am i. desperately trying to get out..

ive got bitch-clubbed..

by my best friend!

suprise suprise...

S.O.S

my mind was no where near sane.. and i was trying to get help. i think im going to call X. all those alcohol isnt helping at all....or maybe it did?

thanks to it, i have double vision. i can neither drunk dail X or call for help.

undecided..

so i had to go a quieter place to think and get myself together before i lose my mind, again...

the pounding from the excessive booze intake hits the spot.. i need help..

how now brown cow?

as i was having my juice, i was contemplating whether to let things go the way it is.. or try to make things right for the last time...

undecided; my heart? my instinct? timing? yes? no? dont know? maybe my best friend is right all this while?

and then i spotted a place to think...

i knew i had to go away...

where? i dont know. why? i dont know....

and the journey begins..

to go or not to go?

detour

ah....what the hell, right?

its tough getting older..

I always thought I knew where I’d want to go but now I find that things are getting colder, older.. yesterday, my best friend knocked some sense into me and I came to realize that what lies down the road for me if I choose the other route instead.

looks like there`s only one way...or is it?

Happy Chinese New Year

the reason i miss klang so much..

just-in says:
whoa, you got msn dey!
Kc says:
you got money bo?
just-in says:
...........
Kc says:
no money to cny
can rent bo?
just-in says:
haha if i got money, i become boss liao lo
no need work de
Kc says:
fuck u lar
just-in says:
why you need money for?
Kc says:
niao
just-in says:
niao lu eh cheebye
Kc says:
buy cny cloth
just-in says:
hahahaha
Kc says:
wat also no have
just-in says:
no need la most important pocket got money
clothes not important
Kc says:
the problem i pocket also no money
bolo 500 lai
give u back at march 8
just-in says:
you think lim peh backside print money ka
no hap la
Kc says:
niau lar
Kc says:
kia i cant give back la
just-in says:
no la i boh lui leh
Kc says:
i understand la
just-in says:
if got sure will borrow wan
Kc says:
nvm lar....i understand my sef poor and every time gif ppl look down
biasa edi
just-in says:
chaucheebye i didnt say that also!
Kc says:
kidding lar
test u
just-in says:
test lan
Kc says:
i just want see with frenz can fuck mar
hahahaha
just-in says:
fug you.. can?

..the reasons why i am still single

continues..

"you`re driving your car and you feel frighten a little bit as we bumped up against that feeling as much, we try to push that limit further and get comfortable there.... and then push it again, so you`re constantly on the brick of crashing.. coz thats the fastest."

that is how i feel when i was in my last relationship. its like you`re doing just fine, or probably better than the last but you want to go the extra mile but you dont know whether its a good or bad thing coz of all the adrenaline rush when you are in love.

living on the edge is exciting, but the whole idea of wondering the nights away is mentally exhausting, tiring. all those sleepless nights transformed me, for better or for worse, i dont really know, but one thing for sure, i want to experience love again. but this time, im not going over the limit. *godspeed*

just when you think you`re at the top..

RE: just a friendly reminder that they didnt name us RED DEVILS for nothing..

p/s: dont worry, we`ll never let you walk alone.

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after so long still like that...

NOOOOOOOOOooooooOOoooOooOOOOOoOOooooooooooooooo.......

one of those days..

spent all my time waiting for that second chance, wondering what it`ll be on the other end.

today its the 9th year since my dad left and time does flies when you come to think about the things that happened around you...or i should say things that didnt happen, its undeniably painful to look back every now and then and there`s always some reason to feel not good enough.

..the things i would give up just to let you know what i`ve achieved today.

the reasons why i am still single..

just when i think that the relationship isnt that serious;

in the beginning, i always find myself in a brand new relationship, just dating and i really like the girl but im not sure if i want to be exclusive. while im out there dating or talking to a couple of other girls to make sure she's the right one for me, she could be doing the same thing!

unfortunately, women get hit on almost everyday, it could just be for sex or whatever the circumstance, but they get attention out there no matter what they look like-there is always someone who is willing to get in their pants.

I think im not quite ready to settle down as i go from one woman to the next, im just wasting time on the girls i dont really like instead of investing time in the one i really want.

to be continued..